I named this post ‘A new dawn’, because I feel like I need one in my life. The expression, “a new dawn”, always reminds me of the wonderful The Legend of Zelda: Majoras Mask. It’s one of the best games I’ve ever played. I’ve got lots of memories connected to that specific game, just great memories, and it makes me kind of happy to think about it.
Any-who, “A new dawn”. The reason I chose that as the title is simple: I feel like I need a new dawn, a new start in my life. My habits are getting pretty repetitive, and I could use some… well, I don’t know. New friends? Maybe.
Very often, we know the answer to a question in our hearts. I’m not talking about the mathematical type of questions, but the questions that really means something. The big questions about life and love. Both of them are in my head constantly.
In the movies, I always thought “what’s the big problem?”, when there was this guy that didn’t have the courage to tell the girl he loved her. That question still pops up in my head sometimes, but now it’s real. This isn’t a stupid love movie – this is my life (and it’s ending one minute at a time, Fight Club quote). I wish there was some easier way to handle things like this, but I’ve got to face the facts: There are no shortcuts. You can’t cheat in life.
Listening to Joshua Radin, one of my absolute favourite singer-songwriters, makes things easier. Well, maybe not easier, but it feels like he knows exactly what I’m going trough, and makes songs about it. Incredible.
I don’t think my ego ever will let me write everything I feel, so this is what you get. So long.
J
